omg...today just turn into a great day.
seeing him at the end of the day,make me more happy.
firstly he is like standing near the shop and i was like at the middle of the path way...
he keep on looking at my direction(also one of his friend)...
my heart melt when i saw him playing with his friend and then turn to my direction smilling...
omg.i keep on smilling at my friends.and was like slapping them.because he was smilling at my direction...
then near the school gate...
me and my friends was walking near the gate.
and he was like rite behind us and then one of my friend like ask him,where he stay...
and i finally hear his voice for the first time in my life...
after that i keep on smilling.
i'm just not over him.and i can't get over him.
it's like impossible to get over him.

p.s,
he said that he stay near pioneer...

hey there people...
today was hapi til just now...
i hate knowing the truth.especially when it hurt my feeling.
the only one who know about this problem is KHALIDAH...
maybe next time you will know about this problem but not today.
I JUST HATE THIS PART RITE HERE!!!
i push everyone away for you...
thinking about you for every single second.
thinking that one day you would accept me.

today i'm going to write a short and simple post...
i saw ???? today.he still stare at me....
the good thing now is ......
atleast now he notice me right....
the bad part is .....
i'm not ready for rejection....
whoever told him that i like him you better watch out...
what kind of person are you revealing people secret...
first he saw me,is when he is near the platform..and he was talking to his friend,and they finish talking...he looked up and saw me...
i was pretending that everything is normal.then when we are far away...
can't help but to smile...
another time is when i was having music.
he saw me and then look at me...omg!!!
then he and his friend like stare...

B.T.W : some of the girls at the class was fighting because of some stupid reason....

i just came home from clementi stadium.
today was just like horrible.
i came wearing a beta t-shirt.
today was hot and boring.
to tell the truth i did not thought that to day was going to be this hot.
but when i reach clementi stadium.
farsha and khalidah told me about what bit*h had told her ex and he told khalidah.
WTF,she think that all preety.
OMG,all the boys that she have crush on rejected her...
to skip all the boring part.at the middle of the sport day.i was having stomach cramp.
but when the sport day almost ended,about when we almost finishing our school song.
i felt that i wanted to vomit.
soo my friend saw me and they quictly bring me to the toilet..
too all the people who ask me if i'm feeling alright,my friends,my junior,and some of the upper sec,i'm alright.kk,
then we was dismiss.i saw ???? outside the stadium from where i was standing i could see that he was looking at me.
then when we started to walk.khalidah was checking at ???? if he was staring at me.
and he was staring at me.

that all for today...

with love,
ila...

tuesday for fun but tiring for me.

i'm not going to talk about school because it is normal and boring...

after sch we(sec 2) have to stay back for the "too tuff too puff"...

but before the thing start,me and my friend like walk here and there.

we mostly stay outside the hall,outside the hall ???? stare at me a few time.

???? stare was a weird.i thought that ???? stare at everyone.and like his stare was like normal until...

he and one of his friend was like running and then his friend was like pulling him too go behind a board.i thought that they are playing hide and seek or catching.but then he and his friend was staring directly at me....

i was freeking out.

i and his friend made eye contect for a few second before i turn away.

when i turn away,i pretend that i was talking to my friends.then they went to buy drink...

did ???? know that i like him??? or did someone told him that i like him...

(although he did stare and glance at me.)

wednesday was like every freakin wednesday...

bye2,
with love,

ila...

Today was a funny day.
first period is IT lesson,and it is boring.so i talked to khalidah...
super boring...
music was abit fun cause the teacher have a little problem with the comp.
sol keep taking crap(in a funny kind of way)...
then it was recess time,it was funny cause i saw my ex.
i just reject him yesterday...
when he walked pass i can't help but to laugh...
then i wanted to buy milo and i saw ????.
after he brought his drink he walk beside me and at the corner of my eyes i could see that he is staring at me.can't help but to think about it...
then when we get to class,khalidah told me that when we started to walk,he stare at me again...
i was feeling OMG!!!(b.t.w,when he was standing near a shop,i felt that ???? was staring at me)
then it was geo,someone shot bottle cap kat farsha.
i actually did not notice it until,mrs. indra told us about it...
then it was math.the guy teacher came into our class,luckly today he never shout at us.
then it was english.english was boring as usual...
then it was pw.it was normal.
our group got release first,???? was sitting near the GO.
with his group of friends.
i did not want to stare at him cause then he know that i have a feeling for him...

bye2
with love,
ila.