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    Date / Time : Thursday, October 29, 2009 / 4:39 AM
    (behind the smile,is a dying pain)




    i don't want tomorrow to come.
    it's too fast.
    this pain won't go away.
    i don't want it to come.
    it just kill me inside with each passing day.
    i don't know how i will react tomorrow.
    no smile.
    i can't say goodbye to you.
    it's hard.
    this suck.
    all the my happiness went away.
    i can't take this pain.
    how will i be happy,
    if you the only one that bring a smile on my face.

    PLEASE DON'T GO AWAY,
    CAUSE I NEED YOU NOW

    this is the saddest moment of my life.


    WHEN YOU'RE GONE,
    THE PIECES OF MY HEART ARE MISSING YOU

    Date / Time : Monday, October 26, 2009 / 11:51 PM

    morning told eida how i was feeling.
    blah,blah,blah.
    went to the army thingy.
    blah,blah,blah.
    skip,skip,skip.
    then at the end of the trip.
    went to the bus and sat down,
    i asked eida which class took the bus which is beside us.
    then she say 2t1.
    i say no,as 2t1 took the other bus.
    i thought the bus was 2t2 bus.
    then blah,blah,blah.
    turn then saw hershey.
    wtf.
    then eida start to have a "conversation" with her hor?y partner.
    talk.talk,talk.
    she took their picture.


    please don't go away,cause i need you now

    Date / Time : Thursday, October 22, 2009 / 4:56 AM




    today was okay.
    morning was paisey.
    some people told me and eida to go to the classroom.
    so we went.
    we talked2.
    then around 7.45
    mr fok told us to go to the hall.
    WTH
    walked to the hall people looking.
    sat down,then talked.
    i looked behind a lot of time.
    then one time i looked behind,
    saw kit kat,
    stare eye-to-eye with him.
    looked infront talked to khalidah.
    then looked behind again...
    now stare eye-to-eye with iziz.
    !WTH!
    blah,blah,blah.
    then talked about hershey with eida.
    eida say that when she turned around.
    to looked for (f).
    she saw hershey looking at our direction.
    (blushing)
    haha.
    then when our recess time.
    my recess time is different from hershey.
    but then he came down to the canteen with iziz.
    when i saw him around the direction near the stair.
    i was like smiling already.
    then eida say why?
    i just kept smiling then farsha told her.
    haha.
    i was looking some where else.
    then i looked at his direction he looked in front.
    yes saw him again.


    IF YOU JUST REALISE,WHAT I JUST REALISE


    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 21, 2009 / 1:50 AM



    today was ok.
    morning was all laugh and fun by the end of the day it went moody.
    wait for eqah cause she say she cut her hair and it looked funny.
    laugh for a while.
    then looked saw iziz then looked back and tell eqah.
    then looked back.
    he still looking.
    whatever ignore him.
    blah,blah,blah
    then went all came walked at the staircase then saw a lizard.
    everybody shouted .
    hahaha
    went to the toilet to see what how eqah hair look like.
    it is actually ok..
    then went out of the toilet saw iziz.
    stare eye to eye with him.
    blah,blah,blah...
    then after assembly walked out of the hall looked inside to see weather hershey came.
    looked at his class,and then scan all of them,
    then saw iziz,stare eye to eye with him again.
    find out that i pass my english.
    blah.blah,blah.
    then recess saw hershey.
    blah,blah,blah.
    while eating i looked up and suddenly saw hershey looking then looked down,
    asked farsha to move a bit.
    science watch matilda.
    then gotten the result.
    and i pass all subject.
    hahah.
    happy.
    then suddenly we talked,talked.
    and then eida say that next friday will be our last day.
    then suddenly i thought about hershey.
    almost cry.eida saw my eyes was watery.almost cried.
    then farsha say why.then i say nothing.
    blah,blah,blah.
    then junwei some to my and ask thing.
    then he look at my eyes then he say why you cry.
    then i say no.
    then he say look at her eyes.
    eida was singing sad song.
    and one of them i almost cry.
    til here...


    CAUSE WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES AND DRIFT AWAY
    I THINK OF YOU AND EVERYTHING OKAY
    I'M FINALLY NOW BELIVING.




    Date / Time : Tuesday, October 20, 2009 / 3:42 AM



    today was like ok.
    morning do the usual.
    went to sch without eida.
    while walking to sch,eqah told me about how much fun she had on her weekend.
    sit at the hall.
    talk crap.
    when eida come talk more crap,and abit of gossiping.
    then suddenly,
    kit kat came.
    he did look at our place(sometime).
    talk to anna and wish her good luck : D
    then iziz came.
    talked to khalidah.
    then suddenly she say,
    "dorang tengok"
    i was like huh?
    then look ouh.them.
    haha.
    turn back in front.
    then the bell rang.
    farsha went.stand up looked around.and the place was being occupied.
    so decided to just sit at the corner.
    did looked at them.and iziz was looking so looked infront.
    blah,blah,blah.
    so far...
    d&t and math pass (happy giler) haha.
    mother tongue was dissapointed at the result.
    but then when i calculate the marks i passed the paper.
    thx to paper 1. :D
    science didn't pass the paper by just 2 freaking marks.
    hopefully the overall i pass for science.
    after school went to jp.
    buy some things.
    and also saw a lot of hawt.
    haha.
    til here.

    MAYBE ITS TRUE,THAT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
    WELL MAYBE TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE
    THERE SO MUCH TIME,TO FIGURE OUT THE REST OF MY LIFE
    AND YOU'RE ALREADY GOT ME COMING UNDONE
    AND I'M THINKING TWO,IS BETTER THAN ONE

    Date / Time : Thursday, October 15, 2009 / 8:19 PM


    yes.exam is finally over!!!
    morning was like shit.
    went out of house at around 6.
    waited for the bus for about 25 minute.
    went to school with eida.
    sit at our usual.
    then saw hershey and gang standing outside.
    look at them.
    saw hershey do his fringe.
    and i was like damn happy.
    org gile.haha.
    serious.
    he makes me happy.
    d&t was damn hard.
    turn to the first page and like "what the hell!"
    didn't do a lot of question.
    try very hard in the drawing.
    after that play with the rain.
    blah,blah,blah.

    i'm loving this song,
    by
    boys like girls feat taylor swift
    "two is better than one"

    CAUSE EVERYTHING YOU DO AND WORDS YOU SAY
    YOU KNOW THAT IT ALL TAKES MY BREATH AWAY
    AND NOW I'M LEFT WITH NOTHING

    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 14, 2009 / 12:59 AM



    today maths paper 2 was hard.
    i think for that paper i get single digit.
    serious,paper 1 was ok.
    after school went to 7-11 with edah.
    then went back to wait for eqah and ika.
    went walking back to school saw a few groups of people.
    soo asked edah to walk under the blok.
    then walked2 saw hershey and 1 of his classmate.
    i was like,blushing.
    then he looked,i looked away.
    then i looked back,he looked away.
    haha.
    then eqah and ika came walked back to 7-11,
    then accompany eqah wait for her bus.
    then we talked crap while gossiping.
    then when her bus came .
    then me and edah went to another bus stop.
    took bus 187,in the bus we gossip and share a few laugh.
    then suddenly 1 aunty talked loudly.
    me and eida gossip some more.
    then when we arrive at jp .
    search for the aunty.
    then looked lupe2 nye mak cik glamour.
    walked around jp.
    saw hong kah lites.
    blah,blah,blah.
    then when heading back saw 'THE SOMBONGS".
    i try to warn eida.
    laugh some more.
    gossip here and there.
    talked a lot of crap.
    to someone(won't mention any name)
    what i do to myself,
    is none of your goddamn business.
    i did not judge you on what you have done to your life.
    so just stay out of my business,
    and i won't distrub your business.

    YOU BELONG WITH ME

    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 7, 2009 / 9:16 PM


    today was super fun.
    miss the first bus soo have to wait for anther one.
    arrive at school,
    teros belaja history.
    damn susah nak ingat nie semua.
    then went gotten the paper.
    my worry all went away.
    cause the paper was like easy.
    and the time was super fast.
    after school gy 7-11 buy the usual.
    abeh main hujan.
    best.
    then went to the shop outside school.
    buy milo.
    suddenly going outside to take the milo.
    iziz and gang ade.
    teros went inside tell eqah.
    she was asking kit kat ade?
    i don't know.
    i only saw iziz.
    then walked,
    waited outside the bird shop for nothing.
    thought that they will walked away
    but no.
    they just stand there.
    terpakse kiterorg jalan.
    then walked at the basketball court.
    have a lot of puddle of water.
    eqah keep on splashing at us.
    i turn behind and saw that kit kat was there.
    and was looking at us.
    then turned in front.
    then i told eqah.
    forgot to mention this on the last post.
    to some of my classmate.(won't mention any name)
    i know you are talking about me.
    cause i heard it.
    you have no idea why i did it.
    you can judge me all you want.
    but in the end you didn't know the truth.
    everyone make mistake.
    i'm not prefect neither are you.
    i didn't broke his heart on purpose.
    i ain't that kind of girl.
    he did moved on.
    so why you have to talked about it?
    til here


    I KNOW NEXT TO YOU IS WHERE I BELONG

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    Date / Time : / 5:45 AM


    okay.let get started.

    to everyone especially DADAH.

    IS YOUR DREAM MORE IMPORTANT THEN THE ONE YOU LOVE?

    wrote something HERSHEY.

    HERSHEY, YOU MAKE ME SMILE.
    AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY.
    YOU ARE LIKE A PREFECT ANGEL FALLEN FROM THE SKY.
    NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND,
    WHY I'M STILL WAITING FOR YOU.
    IF ONLY THEY COULD SEE YOU IN MY EYES.
    THEN WOULD THEY REALISE HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE TO ME.

    Also wrote something for eida.

    can't remember.


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    Date / Time : Tuesday, October 6, 2009 / 3:53 AM



    today was okay.
    waited for eqah and edah at their busstop in the morning.
    eqah came early.
    she actually asked me to listen to a song the day before.
    but i forgotten.
    she actually have the song in her ipod.
    then we listen.
    she so irritating.
    mixing the song with the word hershey.
    skip.skip.skip
    d&t was super fun.
    best lesson of the day.
    teacher teach us about the machine thingy.
    then we need to do an activity.
    must fix a lego set.
    that represent a machine.
    then need to write down on a piece of paper.
    skip.skip.skip
    recess time was ok.
    i was searching for hershey(i'm admitting)
    but to bad he wasn't there.
    during CME lesson was doing maths worksheet.
    after doing the worksheet,farsha challenged me on a game og tic-tac-toe.
    haha..
    and i won...
    maths lesson just have to finish another worksheet,
    then we can do our own thing.
    eida was prank messaging someone.
    haha.


    wherever you go, whatever you do
    i will be right here, waiting for you
    whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
    i will be right here waiting for you