THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL

really miss everyone at sch.
i miss khalidah,farsha,sri,ika and also ????.
stupid flu!!!!
really2 hate it.
like what the f*c*...
can't wait to go to sch on monday!!!
can't see his face for 4 whole day is like 4 whole years.
really hope my fever go away soo i don't have to go for the blood check.
hope that mr. yeo understand that i can't take p.e for 1 whole week.
yeah!!!
stupid nafa test.but i really hope that i pass.
really2 miss ????
i got to stay healty.
when i went to poly clinic yesterday the nurse check my temperature and i was like 39.3
that was the higgest there i think and when i reach home my temperature went up to 39.8
but lucikly it went down.
hopefully my temperature won't get any higger.
i want to go to sch...

Date / Time : Wednesday, April 22, 2009 / 6:17 PM

INA-SUDDENLY,

We make our paths,

We're independent.

We dump our boyfriends,

And we do our hair anyway we would like.

We figure out,

that we are attractive.

And we look around,

And now we love to live the single life.

And then we tell ourselves we'll never fall in love again.

But then he comes around and suddenly we understand,

That we have never really been in love before.

And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,

And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as he's around,

And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in your eyes

Oh,

perfectly right with this guy.

I know its weird,

But we are connected.

And in some strange and crazy way I think,

That we have always been

And now he's here,

And he says he loves me.

And it feels so right,

In fact it feels so good that I can't sleep at night.

But I just told myself I will not fall in love again.

But he just came around and yeah he made me understand,

That I have never really been in love before.

And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,

And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as he's around,

And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in my eyes

Oh,

Perfectly right when he's here

And yes,

I know you might get impatient.

But look around he might be walking right in front of you.

And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning,

Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning,

He's the one,

He's the one.

And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,

And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as your baby's around,

And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in your ears.

Perfectly right when he's there,

Perfectly right with this guy there.

*this song is especially dedicated to me and edah for our love story.

edah want m&m and i want hershey...

Date / Time : Monday, April 20, 2009 / 1:54 AM

HERSHEY I LOVE YOU TIL END OF TIME...

I wanna tell you that no other guy make me feel this way.

no other guy could make my heart beat fast as you made me feel...

you the only think i look forward each and every day.

your smile brighten up my day.

this is for the my one and only hershey...

Your lips speak soft sweetness

Your touch a cool caress

I am lost in your magic

My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning

And dream of you each night

I think of your arms being around me

And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen

But I am quickly on my way

You hold a heart in your hands

That has never before been given away

this poem is for the one and only HERSHEY...

Labels: i just love you

Date / Time : Tuesday, April 14, 2009 / 3:20 AM

helo2,today got soo much to tell...
firstly to arvin.i'm really2 sorry.tau.
hope you forgive me.
gonna skip the boring stuff and just go straight to the point.
pc-ls lesson was soo touching.
we was watching a video about nick and dick hoyt(if i'm not wrong).
it's about a father who have a "cacat"son(don't know how to explain in english)
and his son wanted a compete in the iron man triathelont(sorry don't know how to spell)
and the father like swam,cycle and run with his son.
i almost cried.my eyes was like watery.and i was trying to hold it in.
home econ.nothing really interesting happen.
before my mother tongue lesson begin,???? like walked past me and like stare at me at the corner of his eyes.i was also looking at him.
some of them skip mother tongue lesson.
then we all like stay back.me,khalidah,farsha,zulaika and fazira.
while waiting for sri.we all like talk and do our maths hwk.
i'm really frustrated with my maths teacher.
firstly we seated near the platform,zulaika and sri and firdaus was like painting something.and then i painted khalidah hand with the word "F.A".
then things happen.
then khalidah wanted to wash her hand,soo i follow her.
after some time...
ika ask sri to wash the brush,and she ask me to follow her.
but i saw ???? infront some where near the sink.
and i was like panicking and like pulling myself back.
i didn't knew that arvin was there talking to ????.
i suspect that he told ???? and maybe even show him the messages.
maybe that the explaination why he kept staring.
when he stare zulaika keep saying "eh,???? tengah tengok kau."
and khalidah also said that.
ohh yeah.i wrote on khalidah hand "love you till end of time".
for F.A.
and 1 incident i like khalidah was like looking at someone and was like looking at me and smiling.and they say something and i say,'aku punye???'.
and then i trun and look at him.
and like he was staring at us.
and then they say that "lagi blh admit"
and i was like putting my head down.
ohh,yeah one incident is ika suddenly call ????,
and ask him to come here.i was like panic and say "kau jgn jadi m*s*b*t"
and but he don't want to come.ika said that he shook his head and say "tk nak".
edah said is dier ckp mcm bdk kecil.when she saw ika immitating ????.
and ika said thats why ade org suke dier.
then edah say sape.
then her eyes was like looking at me.
then she "tu perumpuan tu"
and i was like blushing.

k,thats all for today...

love is...

Date / Time : Thursday, April 9, 2009 / 3:48 AM

Love is the greatest feeling,

Love is like a play,

Love is what I feel for you,

Each and every day,

Love is like a smile,

Love is like a song,

Love is a great emotion,

That keeps us going strong,

I love you with my heart,

My body and my soul,

I love the way I keep loving,

Like a love I can't control,

So remember when your eyes meet mine,

I love you with all my heart,

And I have poured my entire soul into you,

Right from the very start.

Date / Time : Wednesday, April 8, 2009 / 2:40 AM

HERSHEY I LOVE YOU!!!!

this song is dedicated to you!!!

"SUPER HUMAN"

CHRIS BROWN

(FEAT Keri Hilson)

[Chris:]Weak I have been crying and crying for weeks.

How'd I survive when I can barely speak

Barely eat

On my knees

[Keri:]But that's the moment you came to me

I don't know what your love has done to me

It got me invincible I see

Through the me

I used to be

[Chorus:]

[Chris:]You changed my whole life

[Keri:]Don't know what your doing to me with your love

[Chris:]I'm feeling all Super human

You did that to me

Super human heart beats in me

[Both:]Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Super human

[Chris:]Super human

[Keri:]Super human

[Chris:]Strong

Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs

Feels almost like i had it all along

I can see the brrow

[Keri:]But every problem is gone because

I flew everywhere with love inside of me

It's unbelievable to see

How love could set me free

[Chorus:]

[Both:]You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all Super human

You did that to me

Super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Super human

[Chris:]Super human

[Chris:]Its not a bird

Not a plane

[Both:]Its my heart and its gonna go away

[Both:]My only weakness is you

Only reason is you

Every minute with you I feel like I can do

Anything

[Chorus:]

[Both:]Going going I'm going away

In love

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all Super human

You did that to me

Super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Super human

[Chris:]Super human

Labels: you change my whole life

Date / Time : Friday, April 3, 2009 / 9:35 PM

this is some of the image i taken yesterday.while we were waiting for the sec 2 thing.

omg,i have soo much to talk about.

after sch me,khalidah,zulaika and sri went to zulaika house to give her brother something but me,khalidah and sri wait for her at the bus stop.while waiting we took picture and sri wanted to look at the "picture".of me and HERSHEY...she keep on smiling and said that she was happy when looking at the picture.then zulaika came and we waited for the bus.at the bus we were quite noisy.we took picture and laugh the whole way.while walking towards the sch we saw chipsmore and his friends.zulaika and sri was like shouting his name while waving at him...

then we went to sch,we sat at the platform and was like talking.then the soccer boys went to the comp lab for briefing or something like that.arvin while walking behind us was like shouting my name,then i trun back and look at him.he was covering his mouth and was like whispering "where HERSHEY",i was like malu already...he did not went with them because he was not in the team.kesian sey...he was sitting with one boy from sec 1.i actually did not notice that he was sitting down there.then sri was saying about baby name.then they say that if me and HERSHEY baby name would be...but they were not sure about what name would be cute.then we wanted to go out.soo we ask the indian people to take care of our bag.then i notice that HERSHEY was sitting at the SAC.and i was like malu already.then we went to the shop and wanted to buy thing,but i did not bring my money soo me and sri went back to sch.i ask sri not to walk near the SAC but she did not listen...and i was like pulling her.then HERSHEY saw ask and was like staring at me with his eyes.and i was like pulling sri.malu again.then we ate maggi cup at the basketball court outside sch.we were watching a few people playing soccer.while talking to each other.then sri took pic of zulaika..then we went back to sch,we took our bag and was like walking to the platform.then zulaika and sri was like going to sabo me.but lucikly HERSHEY ignore them.i said to sri that he is soo cute like a little emo boy.then we play heart attack.we were extremly loud.and was like shouting and laughing.khalidah hand was like hit by zulaika then she need to do pole dancing as a punishment,lucikly the soccer boys was not there. then we play AEIOU,suddenly while we were playing zulaika say "eh soccer boy,soccer boy" we all was like panicking ecpecially sri...hahaha.but it trun out to be the sec 3 express student.hahaha.then the soccer boy came down and they all was like walking outside we acted that we was like walking to the shop and follow them.we did not know where they were going.soo went to the playground and play the swig.we had soo much fun there.since there was four of us and there was only two swig we had to do the lesbian swig.created by zulaika that was soo funny and fun.then we took pic.oh i remember after the talk we went to the basketball court and saw HERSHEY and his friends was playing soccer.we walk around the court and then suddenly sri fall into the longkang.hahaha.zulaika was like laughing aloud.sri must been thinking about KIT KAT.

til here lazy to write more.but yesterday was like the most fun day of my life.

hopefully we can do it again..

bye for now.

i really2 want you!!!!

Date / Time : Thursday, April 2, 2009 / 12:48 AM

firstly i want to say to khalidah.thank you sooo much now i can look at someone face when i am feeling down...
omg,how did amirul know about ????...
he is a freking a*s*o*e!!!
i think he told farizuan about ????.
then farizuan said that he is going to tell my brother about ????...
like i give a shit!!!
you can tell him if you want.cause he know already knew...

to ????...
i just want you to know that...
i really2 want you.
no other guy can make me feel the way you make me feel.
i'm going crazy from the moment i met you!!!
this is what i want you to know for now.
cause i don't want nobody but you!!!
and i really mean it!!!.
and sri said she shout when she saw those photo,
cause she thought that we are prefect for each other.
boy i really2 WANT YOU!!!